happiness is far away from me

The rain was falling.
Time to go home, through the familiar corner, saw a familiar figure, and suddenly remind of a person’s face, a sharp pain inexplicable heart.
You have a lot to say, but don’t know how to say, also can’t find anyone to tell…
A greeting, a recent 4 years. Life is so unpredictable, with sorrow and joy, with love and hate. I have asked myself, whether or not you love as a kind of habit. Perhaps, I really do not deserve you so, always doubt your sincerity, once how many time, want to stop to greet, gorgeous, ending a false communication. When you asked me: if too tired, can stop. Whenever that time, but I can not bear to leave. After all, communication for so long, even if have never met, will also have a special feeling, now in retrospect every care in life, every sentence ridicule, will touch the nerve of heart.
Always thought that happiness in the distance, the deliberate pursuit of the future, only to find out later, those who embrace life, hold hands, sing songs, leaving tears, loved the people, this is happiness.

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Looking back, one after another accident, let people feel great, life seems very long, but the vicissitudes. A lot of things, we always feel The coming days would be long., but when change comes, everything has become so fragile, just surprised feel, leaving too much too late, too late to realize his promise to her, the commitment to the child, to the house of commitment…
The cycle of life and death, translation, once saw her from the operation room was pushed out of the moment. The heart has never been touched, never had the happy, I can in return is to give her a lifetime of happiness.
Day and night work, think only of living well, to give her children and a happy life. Ignore she endured many day and night alone. Now finally understand, what is happiness. In fact, happiness is in the side, plain and simple days, is happiness.
At the same time, always said without thinking of it, will say something to her rude words, are also seen to be her shortcomings, while ignoring her merits, has little friction, and now gone, people have changed, when she left, they found those who work together life is so happy.Although no money, but at least we still miss each other, now want to come, you are so naive.
Messy room, staring at the ceiling, quietly listening to this song, always hear no rhyme, it is difficult to understand what is how a kind of mood, perhaps, she also occasionally think of me, just so proud of a she, even she would never turn back.
In fact, I still care about her, hope all is well, whether it is business, work, or love… Suddenly can not see their future looks like, confused not rub. Ever so want to give her happiness, she once so firmly believe that we can be happy. Now I understand that many, changed so much, how to want to fling caution to the winds go by, say, let us once again, I want to make you happy, just remembering the past, afraid of a broken heart.
In fact, you leave me, I should thank you, after all you put your best gave me life, there will at least one time, you forget yourself for someone, asking for no result, no company, no ownership, even nor love, just ask for meeting you in my most beautiful years.
Once happily in my side, eventually… Happiness more and more far away from me Outsourcing payroll….